-Chance-

Emptiness is nothing new
to people like me
i wish you'd let me love you;
i wish you'd let me be
all you've ever dreamed of.

I would swim all the seas
walk all the deserts
fly to the moon
just to make you happy.

Won't you fill my empty space?

-It's Over-

You've left me
i feel abandoned
but i knew this was coming.

I'm alone
well not quite
but you've gone another road.

In a way
i'm so glad
that you're no longer
going to be here
distracting me
and making me
love
you
more.

-Words are only words-

"I adore him," i say,
"I love him."
these are not lies
but they are not quite the truth, either.

You see,
with you it's not a crush
with you
i believe
i am truly in love.

Wow to this.
You, my first love.

With him?
I fear
i am only
dragging him down
into my disturbing life.
And though we've been together
6 months

aren't i only going to end up hurting him?

-You-

I can't believe i'm here
i can't believe
that after all that's happened
i still manage
to confuse myself
beyond saving.

Why do i constantly dive into this?

I am still waiting.
I am still here.
And though you believe i love him
he is not
and will never be

you.